I do believe there's a difference between love and inlove, I felt "inlove" and it ended badly and I've felt many things for guys after that but not like that one time, I do believe that its because of that "inlove"  feeling that I felt, which is why I've had so many bf's. I was searching for that feeling I felt that one time and even though I'm over that guy that made me feel "inlove" a feeling remained; of wanting to be fed with happiness and love.

 I will one day go back to him and tell him that before you I never believed in love, commitment, marriage and he concept of inlove and to ask what happened between us ..cause I'm still confused