When I think about it now, I always remember you having this sad

look in your eyes all the time, I don't know if it was sad or what it was but it was like something not good. I cannot pretend that you never meant anythin' to me cause I'll just be hurting myself more.

I don't have enough words to even describe how much you meant to me, every moment that I ever had with you I remember.

"The moment in the sun", "The moment when we ran into each other and you kissed as if we've never done it before"

"The moment when I was down on my last and asked you to be honest with me because I had nothing left", "The moment when you held my hand", "The moment when you wanted to hold my hand", The moments when we spoke and layed in bed", "The new years night", "The moments when we argued about sh*t", "The moment you begged me to take you back","The moment when we were standing infront of that house and i hugged you cause I was getting cold then i let go, but you said no please hold me" theres more so much more, I remember everything, which is a downfall, because I must now I have get over the guy I had the best memories with.

I don't know if I was suppose to give you more of me or if I gave enough but all I wanted was for you to just feel differently, to make you happy. I just wanted to take your problems away.

I always think about New Years, Cause that was the exact night that I knew I wana be with you for sure.

What made me like you so much was because I felt you needed help, you were like this person I could fix, take your problems away, but I failed and I won't forgive myself for that.

I really hope the best for you, I know people always say that, but I mean it.

I just wana see you in a better place with more purpose

Peace and Love

Just wana say to whoever is reading this

I believe in love, I believe that it exist and maybe that will be my downfall in life, but I'm a step closer to happiness if not happiness, SOMETHING ! I don't know ...just something ..