I'd just like a step by step handbook on how to get to your goals and have them completed. I have so much talent but I have no idea how to show it and in all honesty I do feel like I CAN try harder but with my current situation my body literally feels like I can't do much I feel injured and sick all the time, everyday. Everything takes time for me to do and I hate that HONESTLY. The worst part is I don't wana be like this.
Jah knows I appreciate the people in my life I have so much support and everyone is on board with me if I didn't have them this would be one of the hardest things so I wana thank Jah upfront for everything is doing for me. And I know his on my side I know he'll make things even better and help me with my goals.
If theres one person I'll ask him to get through to would be X I've been fighting for him from the beginning Jah knows and I feel we can only go so far to help people I don't know what else to do but I will pray for him and leave him in Jah's hands.
The most thing I'm afraid of is ..the questions .. I don't know what it will be like to have no partner by my side through this whole thing. I don't think I can bare that pain I'm sad and angry at the same time but I feel if I stress about it, it'll just make things worse
Corbin said to me yesterday don't worry I'm gena be around I'll be next to you holding your hand when we walking ... That hit home for me ..
I'm soooooo scared to to tell someone because I don't know how his gena react and I cherish his opinion the most
*Pain is an opinion
- WaYne
